this is fucked up. this fucked me up. the teachers fucked up by not showing us this fuck up. fuck.
i’m 28 and never knew this
I tried to tell y’all who’s behind the fireworks (to cause confusion), molotov cocktails, agitating police, being belligerent and ESPECIALLY the LOOTING. IT’S NOT US. PROTESTS IN #FERGUSON HAVE BEEN INFILTRATED BY HATE GROUPS. They come to stir up shit, then sit back and blame the unruly n****s.
I lost all energy required to talk about my no good terrible horrible very bad day but just know I’m definitely not in a good place right now
Talk to me if you want; I will be wallowing in the bathtub and probably crying some more
I just feel like I have no one to talk to, and whenever I talk to my mom she says that it’s my fault that I don’t have any friends. I just feel really, really alone and I hate it, and I hate feeling like no one cares about me at all.
This is the worst day I’ve had in a while.
It was my first day “teaching” pre k and I HATED it. I only got a couple hours sleep because I was nervous, and this morning I had to go get my transcripts and my background check. Being at the school was weird, because even though I pretty much hated it there I still took some of the good things for granted. Then both ladies at the place where I got the background check made me feel really dumb. Every single other time I’ve gotten it they only accepted cash, and this time I thought I was prepared. I had to go to giant eagle and get a money order, and then the receptionist yanked it from me and said I was filling it out wrong. I had asked her right before if I was putting the address in the right place, and she had said yes. It may seem like a small thing but I was already exhausted and so nervous, and I wanted to cry by the time I got to the car.
A man feeding swans and ducks from a snowy river bank in Krakow
the contrast is insane
relevant to my interests
lisztomania // phoenix
not sentimental, no
romantic, not disgusting yet
darling, i’m down and lonely
when with the fortunate only
i’ve been looking for something else
Is This How You Feel? // The Preatures
Two Weeks // FKA twigs
i just want a small apartment with a light pastel aesthetic on a high floor in a rainy city with soft cotton white curtains and old comfy furniture and minimalistic shelves and mini cacti on my window sill
is doctor who over or did i just cut out the right people from my life